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The night before last, hubby and I were looking through the cooking sites that he has on his Flipboard App. We watched several short YouTube clips demonstrating how to make delicious meals that looked simple enough. One in particular caught his eye, so I asked him to send me the link. I didn’t say whether I was going to make it soon or keep it for later. And I have to admit, that I was feeling a bit guilty about the fact that two cans of cream of soup of our choice were part of the recipe. Was this healthy? Were we being bad? I wasn’t sure if I could go through with it.

Later yesterday morning, I had to make a pit stop at Target. I walked by the tea isle and saw canned soups calling out to me. I saw the ones that deem they are the healthier choice. I looked at the sodium content. Not too bad. I grabbed a cream of mushroom and cream of chicken and tossed them into the basket. The decision had been made.

I knew that I would still need to pick up the remaining ingredients when the work day was done. I’ve always loved eating pasta dishes with Ricotta cheese, but I’ve never actually prepared any with it, so I had to figure out which section to find it in. I thought it would be near the deli cheeses, but no, of course not. It was with the cottage cheese and such.

It also dawned on me after the meal was cooked that this was the first lasagna that I’ve ever prepared. I had always been nervous to even think of taking on lasagna myself, thinking that it seemed too complicated.

It also became apparent to me that being back in the kitchen wholeheartedly is good medicine for me. It teaches me that I don’t need to be afraid any longer, that I can do this. And one of the beauties is that it doesn’t matter how simple it may seem, if it’s new to me and I have these feelings of insecurity–what matters is I work through it, that I go through the process–and I love process!

Cooking has always been a part of my life and has been a stop-and-go adventure. And lately, I feel that with each meal that I prepare, with each new cooking adventure, I become that much more confident in other areas of my life.

Chicken Florentine Lasagna – with yoyomax12
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